Paint it Red

It has been exactly 4 months since the last time I encountered you and let you persuade me into ruining my forearms. This is the longest i have gone without seeing you in 5 years. I can feel the blood under my skin flowing throughout my body. I want to empty it so bad but… Continue reading Paint it Red

Zombie

A dark doom engulfs me and I am stripped down to my naked body. Scars line my wrists and thighs, each one created to remind me of a beautiful, emotional disaster. I run my fingers over my left arm and where the incision once spew red life out of me is now a bare artifact… Continue reading Zombie

Gushing Glaciers

The liquid that lucidly lapped Ran red and rapidly rampant Downstream,self-control crept in and cleansed it crystalScarring a trace of terror and turmoil. mentalhealth #endthestigma #selfharm #selfcare #suicide #newbeginings #lake #happyplace #bpd borderlinepersonalitydisorder #themighty #mightypoets #copingskills #startover #new #poetry #poem #mystoryisntover #mystory #leggomyego #myjourney #advocate #mentallillness #raiseawareness #sober #recovery #abstinence #poet #mevsme

SELF-HARM BEHAVIORS OTHER THAN CUTTING YOU DIDN’T KNOW WERE SELF-HARM

Photo by Tookapic on Pexels.com BURNING HAIR PULLING HAIR PLUCKING(EYEBROWS, EYELIDS, PUBES ETC) BINGING PURGING RESTRICTING AVOIDING CUTICLE CHEWING PICKING ABRUPTLY STOPPING MEDICATION CARVING HEAD BANGING PUNCHING DRUGS ALCOHOL SLEEP SEX *this is not a complete list of behaviors. COMMON EMOTIONS TRIGGERING SELF HARM ANXIETY GUILT SHAME ANGER IRRITABLE CONFLICTED *this is not a complete… Continue reading SELF-HARM BEHAVIORS OTHER THAN CUTTING YOU DIDN’T KNOW WERE SELF-HARM

Close but no Cigar

Photo by Irina Iriser on Pexels.com Sit at the lake and write. Writing is the only thing that makes sense anymore. I can't tell anyone how I feel because they don't either care or really listen and if they are listening they try to make you feel better and it is good intentions on their… Continue reading Close but no Cigar