Today’s Playlist

Pretty Little Girls- Blink 182Zombie- The CranberriesBad Guy- EminemSnow- Red Hot Chili PeppersHouse of the Rising Sun- The AnimalsFix You-ColdplayWhats Up?- Four non BlondesHalo-BeyonceSex on Fire- Kings of LeonTitanium- David Guetta

Boredom vs Hypomania #2

Writing two days in a row while possibly being hypomanic. Cant sit still long enough to finish a thought or idea and cant seem to get the right words out without forgetting what I was thinking. Attention span is still poor. I fell asleep around 4 am again. I woke up too many times to… Continue reading Boredom vs Hypomania #2

Teetering on the edge of Boredom and Hypomania

Writing feels foreign anymore. The words haven't exactly been coming to me the way they used to, but bear with me. I will try my best to update during this COVID outbreak. Where to start. I've been hypomanic for about 2 1/2 weeks now. Sleep is all sorts of fucked up. Go to bed at… Continue reading Teetering on the edge of Boredom and Hypomania

Paint it Red

It has been exactly 4 months since the last time I encountered you and let you persuade me into ruining my forearms. This is the longest i have gone without seeing you in 5 years. I can feel the blood under my skin flowing throughout my body. I want to empty it so bad but… Continue reading Paint it Red