I've been tied down for years now Not in the sense that it is mutual and understanding But more so like a slave bowing down to his master. The relationship is dark. It is sadistic. Everyday he latches shackles on my ankles, Not the ones hooked together Instead, he insists I am weighted down by… Continue reading Bondage
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Beautiful Souls
Special people come into our lives daily if we can lower our guards and allow them to enter. Not many people in this world would be labled as a beautiful soul. Beautiful souls are people who lift you up without even talking to you. They enter a room and instantly the fog lifts and a… Continue reading Beautiful Souls
Foreplay
Just because you cameDoesn’t mean I’ve escapedThe tornado of thoughts, inside my brainYou were relevant, you were attentive, you were explosive to paint.A picture drawn up in my head I dare not taint. Darling know one thing:My past made me this way.No excuses, just facts you need to look in the face.Admit and accept, let… Continue reading Foreplay
Paint it Red
It has been exactly 4 months since the last time I encountered you and let you persuade me into ruining my forearms. This is the longest i have gone without seeing you in 5 years. I can feel the blood under my skin flowing throughout my body. I want to empty it so bad but… Continue reading Paint it Red
I miss You and I am coping, self-harm.
Its been a long time. Its been a long time since I have seen you my friend. My sharp-straight-edged little friend. I have missed you just as much as I miss my father. You were there for me when he was absent. Holding you in between my thumb and pointer fingers, I just miss having… Continue reading I miss You and I am coping, self-harm.
Misunderstood InSaNiTy 