I miss You and I am coping, self-harm.

Its been a long time. Its been a long time since I have seen you my friend. My sharp-straight-edged little friend. I have missed you just as much as I miss my father. You were there for me when he was absent. Holding you in between my thumb and pointer fingers, I just miss having… Continue reading I miss You and I am coping, self-harm.

All or Nothing

Fire and Rain. Black and white distortions, ambivalence to the brain. Burning thoughts sabatoge the main receptors. Creating forks in the mind, forcing us to chose a way. Personal gain? Or Eternal Pain? Cleanse the darkness and purify my insanity. Wash the pathways, turning them into beautiful affirmations and send the negativity down the drain.… Continue reading All or Nothing

Bondage

https://youtu.be/o3QjVpNgO1I I've been tied down for years now Not in a sense where it is mutual and understanding But more so like a slave bowing down To his master. The relationship is dark. It is sadistic. Everyday he latches shackles on my ankles, not basic handcuffs Instead, he insists I am weighted down by His… Continue reading Bondage