Photo by Skitterphoto on Pexels.com ......Enough about my day to day routine. Lets talk about these urges. No I have not used. It has been about 2 or 2 1/2 months since the last time I put that white powder in my nostrils. I never really felt like I had to keep doing it but… Continue reading Hell Invading
Tag: mental health
A Slippery Slope
Photo by George Becker on Pexels.com The next few days after a self mutilation episode are the hardest. All the guilt sets in and you are left to deal with the repercussions. From my personal experience about one hundred times, that guilt can either fester into shame and spiral you down the depression slide or… Continue reading A Slippery Slope
Two-Faced
Photo by Engin Akyurt on Pexels.com A sweet innocent smile that welcomes you into a room. words spoken so certainly, she could only have you assume. Confident in her gestures Hides the lack of confidence in herself. Built a wall to protect her She would never show and tell. Her past formed her this way.… Continue reading Two-Faced
The Sex Diaries
5 "I'm not proud of" moments Hi, I am a whore. I know I discuss horrible sex situations I have been exposed to and included in, so now I want to give you a different perspective. I am going to put myself into the perpetrator position for the next 10 minutes of your time. I… Continue reading The Sex Diaries
White Walls
Photo by Henry & Co. on Pexels.com The doors to 5A open and the white lights blind my eyes. My eyes are drawn to the white—white walls, white floors, and white ceilings. Men and women in long white coats scurry from one room to the next to pick apart brains and ensure stability. Screams escape… Continue reading White Walls
Misunderstood InSaNiTy 