I am withdrawing . I am withdrawing from cigarettes. It has been 3 days. 3! I don't know how i am going to have enough will power to get through this horrid and fucked up time. My stomach feels like someone is squeezing my insides and my heart feels unsteady. I can't tell if I… Continue reading Withdraw
Author: NichOlle
Im demented, I am creative and I could possibly be a psychopath. In all seriousness, this blog will blow your mind when it comes to the mistakes people make. All through personal experience, have fun relating to your dark side.
Zombie
A dark doom engulfs me and I am stripped down to my naked body. Scars line my wrists and thighs, each one created to remind me of a beautiful, emotional disaster. I run my fingers over my left arm and where the incision once spew red life out of me is now a bare artifact… Continue reading Zombie
Untitled Thoughts
FUCKING BUSY. Haven't felt this busy since before my dad died and I was working 70 hours a week. Now, I am only part time but taking that initial step back into the world is harder than you think. It is having to readjust your life because you were absent from school for a few… Continue reading Untitled Thoughts
A Binding Contract
sharing again
All or Nothing
Fire and Rain. Black and white distortions, ambivalence to the brain. Burning thoughts sabatoge the main receptors. Creating forks in the mind, forcing us to chose a way. Personal gain? Or Eternal Pain? Cleanse the darkness and purify my insanity. Wash the pathways, turning them into beautiful affirmations and send the negativity down the drain.… Continue reading All or Nothing
Misunderstood InSaNiTy 