Photo by George Becker on Pexels.com The next few days after a self mutilation episode are the hardest. All the guilt sets in and you are left to deal with the repercussions. From my personal experience about one hundred times, that guilt can either fester into shame and spiral you down the depression slide or… Continue reading A Slippery Slope
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The Sex Diaries
5 "I'm not proud of" moments Hi, I am a whore. I know I discuss horrible sex situations I have been exposed to and included in, so now I want to give you a different perspective. I am going to put myself into the perpetrator position for the next 10 minutes of your time. I… Continue reading The Sex Diaries
White Walls
Photo by Henry & Co. on Pexels.com The doors to 5A open and the white lights blind my eyes. My eyes are drawn to the white—white walls, white floors, and white ceilings. Men and women in long white coats scurry from one room to the next to pick apart brains and ensure stability. Screams escape… Continue reading White Walls
Ketamine
Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com I want to throw up the idea of using Ketamine (aka a horse tranq) for treating depression. There has been an increase in the amount of people who are climbing to this treatment, unaware of what happens next. This is my personal experience with Ketamine, the drug that started it… Continue reading Ketamine
Anarchist
Sit at the lake and write. Writing is the only thing that makes sense anymore. I can't tell anyone how I feel because they don't either care or really listen and if they are listening they try to make you feel better and it is good intentions on their end but on my end it… Continue reading Anarchist
Misunderstood InSaNiTy 