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Bondage

I've been tied down for years now Not in the sense that it is mutual and understanding But more so like a slave bowing down to his master. The relationship is dark. It is sadistic. Everyday he latches shackles on my ankles, Not the ones hooked together Instead, he insists I am weighted down by… Continue reading Bondage

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For Fathers

I feel controlled. I talk about disociating all the time and I tell you how I don't feel real and have no self control. If I dont have that self control thenwho has control over me? Or better yet, you? Who are the positive people in your life? Your friends? Family? Support group or therapists?… Continue reading For Fathers

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Beautiful Souls

Special people come into our lives daily if we can lower our guards and allow them to enter. Not many people in this world would be labled as a beautiful soul. Beautiful souls are people who lift you up without even talking to you. They enter a room and instantly the fog lifts and a… Continue reading Beautiful Souls

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Foreplay

Just because you cameDoesn’t mean I’ve escapedThe tornado of thoughts, inside my brainYou were relevant, you were attentive, you were explosive to paint.A picture drawn up in my head I dare not taint. Darling know one thing:My past made me this way.No excuses, just facts you need to look in the face.Admit and accept, let… Continue reading Foreplay